Eternity entry

I introduced myself with my
shadowed shy manners
I shook his hand in respect
for a work that i had done
giving in to evidence i can see that
i am eternal even if someone tries to bury me
and if i give in to myself i will
start over again

No denial ever kept me back
No denial ever saved a neck

I stepped out of the room
and it easily came to me
that eventually everyone's time would come
what never crossed my mind was
that all the clockwork had me in
that all the clockwork had me in
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Not breathing for not living
not loving for not suffering
never really made me cry
never really stopped me from stopping by

i took some time this time
just in order to leave her at ease
i guess sometimes it has to be done
it's a nice ride and a neverending pride
to give someone something you never actually had
but that's not a choice you consciently make
cuz giving the living some rest is a task
that someone this dead has to take
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It still strips me that i have to
put you down to rest so that you
can ease up before the fall
of the skin that covers all
of the fleash and bone,and for all
it will come to call